H: P ji told me last year that he had a few visions of the poor and sick people in a remote part of India.   He saw their faces very clearly and the name of the place.  He said that they were praying to God to help them, and he knew it was God was telling him (INNER COMMAND) to go to India to serve them.  But then he told me that everytime he had that vision he would humbly say to God that he was not ready for that selfless service and needed to do more Satnaam meditation. 


B: WRONG.  Once you don’t obey HIM you fall back down   Its hard to earn and maintain.  It’s a flick of the finger to go back down, that’s how fast it is to fall.  Like building a haystack takes ages, but one match to destroys it.