I gave this discourse to the congregation when the inner command of God to be with Shotee Mata Ji came. I was happy in this life, had no desires of my own. Once trikuti (third eye) got busted there was nothing left of me and my desires. I had no desire for another woman, not Shotee Mata Ji or another child, these are all under HIS total inner command, not born of man’s desires.
At that time I was in extreme vairag (detached from the world, attached to God) – TOTALLY in love with God. I was the painter, God the Gardener and Shotee Mata Ji the nightingale. God and the Painter both fell in love with the nightingale.
Raag (Male classical scale) is God, Raagni (Female Classical Scale) is the nightingale. When the nightingale sang for the first time, that’s when God laughed the first time. That laughter created SAT CHIT ANAND (STATE OF ETERNAL INNER BLISS).
God is mute, deaf, dumb in the Creation, yet he knows everything, the wisest of the wise but He is very simple. He needed a Raagni(female song scale) to make him laugh. That’s why going back to God the last gift you have is laughing at life. When the nightingale sang, He fell in love. He was in love with His creation. He used to play with her and feed her with His hand. She used to sing. He was the gardener, she the perfect nightingale. That’s where loving devotional worship started.
The singing of the nightingale started the scale of music – SA RE GA MA PA DA NEE. From there started devotional singing (Kirtan). The painting started as well. The artist painted the nightingale and took it to God in His court. He blew wind on it and the creation started, the nighingale flew.
When she sung and now when the birds sing, it creates the divine music (anhaad naad). The anhaad naad (the kirtan in nature) caused the fruit to ripen. If the 8.4 million species didn’t speak then nature wouldn’t ripen and there would be no sugar, all would be sour. Birds singing is a balance of nature.
This is how the Creation came about. I was there at that stage of Creation and know exacty how it came about.
When the whole creation starts folding and goes back into Sunn Smadh (Primal Trance) then the Master will be there and I will be the last bride (he was the first Painter).
This is absolute infinity – romance between the Gardener, Nightingale and the Artist. That is where loving devotional worship started, songs and chanting started, vocal chords started, female and male. It all started there and will all end there "SAT SAT SAT".
From Gods’ Ocean Of Light (Mansarovar) errupted 72,000 rays of light and 8.4 million life forms and the entire Creation.
We are all here to pay debts and collect dues. Nothing else. Every relation –husband, wife, boss, employee, is all paying dues and debts – nothing else. The game of deeds on the Temple Of Earth.
The Creator saw His painter had fallen in love with the nightingale. And the Maker sacrificed his own love, to let the Painter be with the nightingale. That is God’s love. So the painter couldn’t live without the nightingale and asked God to show the real form of the bird.
The bird became a woman, the painter became the lover and God become transparent. And that is where deeds between man and woman began. Everyone is chasing something in life, the pains of separation of love.
We (Baba Ji and Shotee Mata Ji) came to this plane (Earth realm) to pay our debts and get back through goods deeds and trikuti (third eye). Now the Gardener (Baba Ji) is taking the black nightingale (Shotee Mata Ji) back to God, but she will be pure white on return.
The debts are balanced between Pritam Anand and me and Shotee Mata Ji.
I used to paint nightingales since birth (even before I became God conscious). One in the cage and one out.
When I went beyond trikuti (third eye) – when it got busted, then my discourse totally changed. Then God Himself was speaking through me. Everyone thought I had gone crazy. (That happened 4 years ago in 2000 when the inner command of God to be with Shotee Mata Ji came). I was Pure ParBrahm (God) speaking – no fear, no one could stand against it.
I have no relationship with anyone. Even Shotee Mata Ji relationship with me is NAAM and loving devotional worship – nothing else. Creating a child is just physical ‘karam’ action from last life that has to be cleared. I don’t need a woman’s body, but God needs it in his play, in His karma theory, so its God’s desire, God’s wish.
Its very deep to understand this.