Satnaam Jee Kaa Khalsa, Satnaam Jee Kee Fateh
From a very young age, I was caught up in bad habit of masturbation. I would masturbate everyday multiple times a day for years, I never knew what consequences it could lead to and trust me, It did have consequences and I do mean serious consequences. It ruined my health, it drained me, over period of few years I started to lose motivation to do things. I didn’t have any other desire but to masturbate or have sex. It was like this was my world, women just appeared as sex objects to me. I gradually lost motivation in my studies and everything else. My brain was constantly depleted and I become over-tired which lead to depression and anger. I became very angry and violent also. This anger not just killed me but others around me too.
When I was 15, I fell in love with a girl when I first saw her and in no time I became very close and attached to her. We broke up after an year due to misunderstandings. She wanted me back but I never looked back. I got into the wrong crowd and starting taking drugs. I was taking drugs almost everyday, drinking alcohol, taking cannabis and smoking with friends. I had left school and this is what I was doing pretty much everyday. My family and ex-girlfriend were greatly affected by this but I didn’t listen to any of them but but abused them too. With no job, I was also experience financial difficulties especially in this time of despair with drug habit to feed.
So gradually, after loading a great burden of bad karmas over my head, I became very depressed and I even felt suffocated at times. For me, at this time, the pain and misery was as intense as it could have been as I was destined for something else. Gradually, with Gods grace, I got out of drugs and all of sudden I started to have love and thirst from God. I don’t know where it came from but I always said to myself, “Why am I so bad” and where is the good part of me gone?? I was always depressed and negative and I started to blame my poor health and past habits for that (Which did play a part) however it was actually because I was sitting under the feet of dark EGO, anger, greed, attachment and pride. These vices were drinking all my amrit leaving me feeling depressed, isolated and destructive.
After becoming thirsty for God, I started visiting Gurudwara, sometimes I did some selfess service but it was with a pure heart and thirst so after just those small sessions of seva, God showed me a few glimpses. The web of maya was very strong at that time so I didn’t really take the path seriously and I was still an very angry person and proud even though I had left drugs I was still doing masturbation and look for sex. One day, I woke up in the early hours with indescribable infinite divine power and light within my head for some seconds which made me scared at that time and I was confused as to what it was but deep down I knew it was God.
I used to read translations of Sri Guru Granth Sahib Ji and I used to understand it straight away. One word was very common in it and that was “True Guru” this, “true Guru that” so one day by searching and searching I ended up on www.Satnaam.info website. I read it and said “this is the truth, Baba Ji and Dassan Das ji are my guru”. I never had any doubts without them at all. My heart knew straight away that Satnaam was my God. After a little while, I posted a message on the forum asking Dassan Das ji about the power I felt a few weeks ago and he said it was the divine power that I was longing for to show his presence and now I that I should do my bandgi. I should completely now surrender at the feet of the guru and become what I am destined to become God’s devotee and not manmukh (Selfish Person) which I was at that time.
Even though I knew this path was truth and I still didn’t take it seriously, I didn’t surrender, I carried on living life of Maya again. So when I did this, more pain had to come, eventually I lost myself in the drugs again and lost my job too. With financial difficulties, I used to take money from my family to feed my drug habit sometimes even forcefully. Eventually, I got my girlfriend pregnant and only thing I could think of at that time is to abort it due to having no job, family problems that it would raise. I asked Baba ji who advised not to get abortion done as that would only make things worst but I didn’t listen, I ended up getting one of the biggest sins one ever could do. After this, pain only increased further till I became totally helpless. This was the bottom of the pit, this was hell, everything was under the control of the 5 vices, it was complete darkness here, and this was the point I needed help.
I started talking to Harjit Ji on messenger, he used to guide me with Baba ji light and wisdom, I used to feel better talking to him. He gave me lot of wisdom but I had to take it seriously which I didn’t at that time. Eventually, the pain became so much, I just put my head into the guru’s feet and asked Dassan Dass jee over the email and baba ji over the phone. They told me to go to Sat Sangat (congregation in UK with highly blessed souls). This was true Sadh Sangat, it had the hand of the true guru in there. When I went there, I picked up on their energy there straight away. I was a new man while I was there, I felt God’s presence there. I was healed so much in just one session. But I had to go back to Maya though still.
I couldn’t leave drugs overnight though but I really wanted to leave drugs and start a new life, a life of goodness. I knew within me that my heart is a saint and my mind is the sinner and now that It was time to live my heart. I used to regularly phone Baba ji and listen to his advice as much as I could and he would always say to me “Do Satnaam” drugs will leave you. I had so much blessings of him that eventually drugs started to do opposite effect on me. I couldn’t do Satnaam and drugs at the same time so after few weeks, I got out of drugs. My last day of taking drugs 14/ April / 2009
Its been a year and a half now since I am on this path, I am very serious about God although I do slack off sometimes and I still get angry every now and them but my life is completely opposite than what it used to be. I work and now I live to do good to others. I try live for others. I want to love others than myself. I live to sacrifice myself for others. I love Satnaam and I will love him forever and he loves me too (that’s why I am here)
My life is becoming beautiful day by day because Satnaam has come into my life. Baba Ji himself, Dassan Das ji have come into my life and they are beautiful. They are beauty of all beauties. They are love. They are pure unconditional love. They always do good to others and in return they drink others pain. The Glory of God can never be sung no matter how much Bhagat he creates. He is amazing! He is Infinite LOVE
And now I am in the battle with my mind, to put the opponent (Maya) under my feet who once had me in her feet. And this will come true one day, It surely will because I have grace of the Guru.
And grace of the Guru is with you all too. Just need to see it, appreciate it, believe in it and then surrender totally to it and see what happens.
Guru can transform a sinner into a saint, Guru can do anything, Guru is none other than but the omni potent, omni present, omni scient, infinite love filled Supreme Light – God himself – TRUTH is his name – in his physical form
Satnaam Jee Kaa Khalsa, Satnaam Jee Kee Fateh
Guru’s Disciple
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HERE ARE THE EMAILS FROM HARJIT AND DASSAN DASS JI THAT WERE SHARED WITH VEER JI TO HELP HIM THROUGH HIS DARK TIMES:
The following article is from “God’s Friend” ji, 20 years old and seen more struggles than a person twice his age. From a young age he was caught up in porn addiction which then damaged his sexual functionality. When we met a couple of years ago he had been told that he may never regain his sexual functionality. He was blessed by Dassan Dass ji and by Baba Ji who told him he would be fine. A few months later his test results came back clear. However, after that he hit a very low time in his life, lost his job, girlfriend became pregnant and had an abortion against Baab ji’s adve and then he lost himself in drug addiction which he could come out of , nor did he want to come out of. Any spare money he had he was spending on drugs whcih caused his five thieves to go out of control. But always in his heart he has the voice of god which told him that to beat his addiction he needed to come to sat sangat. when he came to sat sangat, he was very honest and confessed all his misdeeds and asked for help. He said his mind just wanted pleasure 24×7 and he couldnt break out of it. His plight touched everyone’s heart and he received many, many blessings. However, after the first sangat and feeling so elated and free, he woke up next day feeling miserable and horrible as before and went back into his daily drug habit. Then after he realised that he had to chose between Naam and Drugs. A few weeks later on the day he was going to come to satsangat for the second time he rolled his last spliff (drug cigarrette). As he rolled it his mind kept saying this will be my last one then tomorrow I will roll no more. But inside his heart, the voice of God said to him "dont even take this one, throw it away." Then he struggled in his mind, his mind wanted pleasure but his heart said no more. With Gurprasad he managed to throw the spliff into the river. Then his heart told him very clearly, That was your test, you have passed you are drug free now."
Here are the email conversation starting from ”God’s Friend”’s reply in praise of the first sat sangat he came to, leading to him being eternally blessed by Dassan Das ji and finiding aplace in the heart of the guru forever and ever :
FROM “GOD’S FRIEND”
28 Feb 09
kotton kot dandauth to the entire satnaam family
Last night was the best night i had in my life. it was amazing, words cant describe it. i learned the true meaning of satsangat yesterday, this is the satsangat gurbani talks about. how lucky am i to find you amazing souls, all of you that were there, Harjit, SP, NJ, R, SE, JP, everyone man.
God in all of you, my respect is coming from my heart for you guys man. i miss you already, m attached to u guys already. but this attachment is good, i want to die in this attachment, attachment to GOD, the best attachment in the world.
Coming there yesterday just livened up my spirit, in other words i felt like if the dooots were temp disabled just like naamjeevan ji said. and it felt so good to be completly without the doots, just seeing god in everying, just loving everything and every being.
you guys are the defination of true sikhs. we are dhan dhan, we are blessed with baba ji and dassan das ji. they were there with us in the satsangat yesterday.
it just felt like a family yesterday man, it just felt like i knew each and everyone of you and could just share my heart out with you. its so hard to find people like you now a days and you guys were what i was looking for !!!!
i was so happy yesterday, thanks to all of you man.
you are all saved man, no one can stop you guys from getting mukti. Baba jis grace with you, your truthful heart is with you. your truthful heart will take you to the source.
i can never sing enough praises of you guys, it made me so happy to see all of you. how can i worry anymore? if i have the pure feet of you guys within my heart, i know i will be saved as well. each and everyone of you is special to me, and i mean it, i dont say things unless i mean them, so am just sharing my heart with you guys.
it all comes to light now, the important of sat sangat. sat sangat is home of GOD, and going to satsangat is like going to the door of God. i want to die at door at your pure charans.
thanks for everything, thanks for coming into this world, feet of people like you will make this earth heaven.
God bless you
satnaam sada satnaam
REPLY RFOM HARJIT
ik onkar sat naam sat gurprasad||
thankyou so much for blessing us with you sangat, for being so honest and for letting us
pray for you and do simran for you. Thankyou for all your faith in baba ji and in the sat sangat and most of all
in satnaam. Thankyou for letting us get the dust of your feet and for all the love and devotion you have shown.
You are a blessed soul, you know your heart and you know what you need to do to beat maya once and for all. Thankyou for letting us be there for you.
God has shown you a glimpse of himself in the sangat.
God has blessed you to even come to the sangat …bin bhagaa satsang na labaay …without great destiny sat sangat cannot be found.
God has shown you a glimpse of your destiny.
BUT, you have to now work really hard at getting out of lower consciousness. Only you can decide deep down inside yourself that you no longer want to be angry, selfish, pleasure seeking and hurtful towards others and hurtful to your own body by abusing it with drugs. On this path you cant have MAYA and NAAM. You cant enjoy SATsang and still go back and enjoy MAYA too. In the end MAYA will keep its grip on you and you will lose the SATSANG, I am speaking from my own experience, that is what happens.
You know the drill, please decide deep down iside yourself that you want the perfect destiny that God has shown you, the light within you. Despise everything you are currecntly doing to yourself and others, and start confessing your misdeeds and misbehaviour under the influence of maya. Please use this email forum on a daily basis if you are determined to confess EVERYTHING you are doing under the influence of maya, ask for forgiveness from God-Guru-Sangat, and also go and touch the feet of the people you said you get angry with and apologise to them too, god is in their heart temple – the very same God you are trying to reach.
Also please find out about getting off drugs, if you are really determined to be somethnig better in this life, then find out about rehab. We are all there for you, supporting your and praying for your health of mind and health of body, and we are praying for all those who are effected by your actions on a daily basis.
Remember there is only one drug that is acceptable in satsangat and that is NAAM, dont think that use of any other drugs are acceptable to the satsangat or the satguru or to satnaam.
dust of your feet
Harjit
REPLY FROM “GOD’S FRIEND”:
Kottan Kot Dandauth towards dhan dhan paar brahm parmeshar ji, satguru ji, satnaam lovers, satsangat, every part of the creation.
dear harjit ji, this message kind of pissed me at first but with guru jis grace, and the supreme light that is guiding me inside me i understand your message now.
your are absolutely right, its either pleasure or GOD. i read the other day in bani "Where there is no pleasure, no one wants to do bhagti" so how can i do bhagti if my mind wants me to run after pleasure, be it drugs, sex and other pleasure.
You cant do both at once, we can pray to GOD to help us control the chors and it works too but that depends on our efforts, how much bhagti we do.
For 2 years, i relied on medicines to get my health back but did i? Obviously no, baba ji said only truth makes you complete, no pill can make you complete.
I had to get the root of the problem which was pleasure which was my mind addiction to pleasure. Ego doesnt want to give up pleasure so tries to find easy way out
there is no way out except by doing naam, i understand that now. I Cannot put this understanding into practice either without praying to god and do bhagti.
My suffering is my own punishment, i let lust and other evils steal my amrit on a constant basis so my chakras had to close and suffering start. This suffering end of the day is gift from GOD to remind me. I might think i am in the same position i was 2 years ago but i am not coz with gurus grace, i know that i have to take this thing seriouly.
Everytime i do meditation, pray, come satsangat, god wakes my chakras up and i start to feel good. if i go back to maya, it steals my amrit, and i feel shit again. and most of my life is spent in this circle so far. God showing me heaven and hell and then telling me to go beyond.
the reason i feel shit is coz i let evils steal my amrit and chakras close under the hukam. Only if i preserve the amrit inside me i will be at peace.
my ardaaas to GOD, guru ji, satt sangat, i am not capable of doing anything, i never was. All is planned already, 2 years i have wasted thinking i can do something. As long as there is I, there is failure.
now truth is out and clear for me. I have to do more and more bhagti to get out of this and without guru jis kirpa i cant do that.
So please guru ji bless me, so i can do bhagti and conquer my mind with god and your support. Please dhan dhan satnaam family pray for me so i do bhagti and not listen to my mind.
Its already your prayers, guru ji blessings that i have been reading chapaui sahib for last week and try and stay with the light. things have definately improved and this is all with ur kirpa.
will also be coming to sat sangat this week if guru gives us permission to. I see guru ji drinking my poison and giving me his amrit, i cannot thank you for that..just make me your servant like you’ve made harjit and rest of the sangat so i live to serve you, thats my desire. I want to be slave of your slaves.
please inspire the love that you have for everyone within my heart too. please awaken the desire to do bhagti within me.
please give me contentment with everything, please keep me with your feet, thats enough for me. as long as i can feel you are with me, i shall step on fire, but if you are not with me, i shall die.
You are my wealth. Make your naam my wealth, make your naam my health, make your naam my life, make your naam my daily routine.
How can i pray for anymore pleasure, when this pleasure back-stabbed me? baba ji sukh, dukh is momentary friend, it wont be with you always, only god will be with you always.
Bless me, so i am with you in dukh and sukh, please become everything to me. I do not care about the world what they think of me, please give me strength so i cn go on street and do dandauth to everyone. Please kill my ego. I will be always guilt if my ego is there.
never realised really, at age of 8 year old got into this shit coz of someone else. well i cant blame anyone for it, i knw it was hukam for me to get into this. I hope your future hukam is for me to get out of this. but before i collapsed and died, you came through satnaam family to help me, i can never forget that.
where the world failed to help, you came. I dont want any power or anything, i just want you to help me defeat the 5 evils so i am without them. Then i will be at peace coz i will be with you.
Pleasure and all these other things kept me away from you. now i do not want anything that keeps me away from you, and things that are currently inside me that keep me away from you, please kill them and take me in your sharan.
My heart already knows naam is so powerful it kills all chors instantly. i have felt it with gurus ji grace but i just want to pray to you to make me 24/7 simran, bandgi and service from my heart so these chors are completly eliminated.
REPLY FROM HARJIT:
satnaam “God’s Friend” ji
dandauth bandhana ji
I knew the email that was sent wasa bit harsh, but it was the Truth the way I felt it, and it was intented for your highest good, with no evil intentions. You are doing great to accept it, to apply it into your life and to move forward by praying for Gur-Guru-Gursangat’s grace. That’s what Dassan Das ji has taught us that thisis a Gurprasadi Game and there is no way we can do it by ourself, so even if we cant do anythnig else, lets keep praying for gurprasad of naam ,naam simran, puran bandagi and nishkaam seva, keep praying for the dust of the saints feet, keep praying for good thoughts, gurus wisdom and gareebee ves hirda i.e humbleness in our heart. Keep praying for good discipline in our waking life and make efforts to go to sleep by 9pm, get up by 5 am, do simran, do seva, stay away from things that take us into our bad habits wether it is particular people, places, clothing, music or foods, drinks or drugs. And replace thee bad habits with good habits, good people, good places satsangat/gurdwara, attitude free attire, gurbani kirtan on our ipods, simple healthy food, water, juice and no drugs. And to see other women as our mother. Baba ji said that an old girlfriend met him after 20/30 yrs and even though she was married with kids she still fancied baba ji, and all he said to her was that he was not the same person now, and that now when he looked at her he could compare her only to his mother. Meaning he only loved her like her loves his mother. I thik this is great and has helped me to try and see all women with the same love i have for my mum. You wouldnt lust after your mum would you?
So keep going, keep changing, keep fighting with maya everyday. Dont give up because you think the fight is never ending and that you have lost so many times before. When we give up then we die spiritually and all is hell forever. So we cant give up, keep fighting. Light and love and God and purity may be far off, but let that not put us off, lets not give up the daily fight. Bhai Nand Lal ji , Guru gobind Singh ji’s poet wrote "Khalsa so karay nit jang" The Khalsa is the one who fights daily. We can never kill maya as she is created by God, but with Satnaam Satguru ji’s grace we can keep her under our feet and be her slave no longer.
Please forgive me for all my mistakes, i am always sinking back into mayay too and pray to guru ji to NEVER let me go back to that old way of ilife, that old lower consciousness. The minds habots always try and take us back to the old way, we may sucumb but pray for forgiveness and stay away from it next time.
I only see myself in you, so everythng i say to you , harsh or kind, is same what i have had to do withn my self too.
See you on Fri @ sangat.
REPLY FROM DASSAN DASS JI:
Ik Oankaar Satnaam Satgur Parsaad
Dhan Dhan Paar Braham Pita Parmesar Ji
Dhan Dhan Gur Guru Satgur Gurbani Sat Sangat Satnaam
Guru Pyare Jee
God bless you with Sat Budhi
All you need to do is completely surrender yourself to your Guru – surrender with tunn munn and dhan and the guru will take care of you by itself, the infinite divine power within yourself will take over everything. Everybody wants to be in simran on a continuous basis, everybody wants to meet god, everybody wants to be blessed with the Gurparsaad, but no one wants to do what the guru wants you to do, that is why people are not able to make spiritual progress, nobody wants to giveup at the charan sharan of the guru, nobody wants to surrender complertely at the sat charans of the guru, nobody wants to give tunn munn and dhan at the sat charans of the guru. This is a divine law and this divine law is written by the god himself, this is the dargahi kanoon a mandatory divine law, so in order to make a place in the dargah you have to follow this divine law, whithout which you will not be able to make a place in the dargah. Complete surrender at the sat charans of the guru is Puran Bandgi, anything less then that is not Bandgi.
Dassan Dass
REPLY FROM “GOD’S FRIEND”:
satnaam sada satnaam,
aapne charnaa vich dandauth guru ji,
You have made me blessed for replying to me guru ji.
Who am i to surrender myself to you? You do everything, its your grace that makes everything possible. It are the prayers that are heard by you and then you come yourself to give us the strength to control ourselves from our inner chors. You yourself bless me so that this maha paapi surrenders to you with his body, mind and wealth. This body, mind and wealth, i want to give my soul to you and serve you permanently. I am going to try my hardest, i am going to try my best to do naam simran and bhagti but all of this can only be possible with gurprasad as you mentioned in your writings.
so please akal purakh, you maha parupkaari being, this beggar with a bowl of his endless selfish pleasurish deeds comes to your feets and asks for shelter at your lotus feet. The light in your eyes, the smile on your face, the endless love, compassion, daya and all the divine qualities in your heart are enough for you to be at top and rest of us beneath you to serve you. you’re the king of this world.
please bless me with naam, bandgi and your seva. Please give me the strength so I can give my head to you, not my physical head but my Ego. I have 100% faith in GOD, You, the sangat. for me, you are guru nanak, jesus christ, you are the supreme soul speaking. Its just the EGO resisting to completely surrender and needs for pleasures thats keeping me in worldly fire but with prayers, naam simran things are improving.
all these things are because of your blessings and your family’s prayers. Please keep us attached at your feet always with no desire in our mind but full contentment with everything we have. Mind tries to mess around but please always keep me on the right path.
I am going to try my best now to do as much mind, body, wealth surrender as possible. But obviously without your kirpa nothing is possible so do your kirpa on this paapi so i can serve you. You are not a physical body, you are the supreme light that is in entire creation, so i serve you in your creation.
Please forgive for everything wrong, i know nothing, you are the knower of everything, please continue to bless us with your mercy, love and wisdom.
Your kirpa, lotus feet and gurprasad will save us all.
dust of your feet
desperate to become your slave
“God’s Friend”
REPLY FROM DASSAN DAS JI
Ik Oankaar Satnaam Satgur Parsaad
Satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam sada sada satnaam
It is wonderful to hear these words filled with divine wisdom and divine love in your divine Hirda. We thank Almighty a zillion times with every breath for giving us an opportunity to speak to souls like you. Every word you have said have come from your divine Hirda and we have taken each word of you on our Hirda. We are very fortunate to have Satsangat like you. You live in our Hirda now and you will live in our Hirda forever, for all ages to come. Whatever you have spoken and said is a divine truth that has come straight from your Hirda, a Hirda full of love, devotion and trust in the Guru. This is all Gurkirpa and Gurparsaad, we have no capability either, we are just a charan dhool of the entire creation. Please keep on enhancing your trust, devotion and love and you will go in to Puran Bandgi. We are always and forever with you. God bless you with all the eternal treasures.
Dassan Dass
REPLY FROM “GOD’S FRIEND”:
Satnaam jee ka khalsa, satnaam jee kee fateh
kottan kot dandauth bandhana guru ji,
thanks for talking to this paapi,
You have made today the best day of my life.
my soul wants to cry at your lotus feet with each tear saying thank you a million times for coming here to help.
You accepted this maha paapi in your sharan and gave him a place in your pure heart. What more can i ask for? Now please just bless me so i can the ego me and just live in your heart forever.
We just pray to you to make us your servants. Make us capable of serving you with full heart, give us the strength to wake up early in the morning and do naam simran and leave bad habits from now. After reading your message today, my heart said this is it, dont do any drugs anymore. I want to put an end to this once and forever now. By saying tommorrow tommorrow i will waste my life. I’ve throwed away everything today and i will try my best from this moment not to touch any of them things anymore. but i need your blessings to be able to stay strong without it. I can either serve maya or you, at the moment i am serving maya but please make me serve you.
Please make us do more and more simran from now and we will try from our side as well. Please bless us with more sangat where we can sit together and sing your praises and wash our sins, without your grace nothing is possible. Please keep us away from lustful thoughts, naam simran helps kill the chors instantly so please most importantly bless us to do more naam simran.
Just give us a shelter at your lotus feet.
thank you thank you million times
dust of your feet
forever a sacrifice to you
REPLY FROM DASSAN DAS Ji
Ik Oankaar Satnaam Satgur Parsaad
Guru Pyare “God’s Friend” Jee
God bless you with all eternal treasures.
There is a infinite divine power hidden inside you – you are the soul, this soul is a part of the infinite divine power, within your ownself there is a never ending never stopping spring of Amrit, within your ownself there is a spring of Puran Braham Gyan – Atam Rus Amrit. This spring has started springing, leave everything aside – all bad habits, all Asat Ki Karni and stay focused on Satnaam, and Satnaam will pave your way to the eternity, Maya will not be able to touch you, mind will come under your control, mind and maya will become your slaves, and you will become a slave of the entire creation – Dassan Dass. This will happen to you for sure when you with an innocent Hirda surrender everything to the guru and follow His words then His words will protect you from any wrong doing, Satnaam will protect you from bad things and maya. Your Hirda and mind have been enlightened with this divine wisdom already, so you are very fortunate, just keep focused on Satnaam simran. When you go in to complete surrender then the infinite divine power takes over, and no negative force can stand infront of this infinite divine power, no evil thought can occur in your mind when it is absorbed in this infinite divine power, the mind becomes a Jyot – Puran Jyot Parkash is blessed in Hirda. Gurkirpa and Gurparsaad is there with you always and forever. Our blessings are there for you always and forever. So keep it up, you are doing great.
Dassan Dass
REPLY FROM “GOD’S FRIEND”
Satnaam jee ka khalsa, satnaam jee kee fateh
kotton kot dandauth bandhana guru ji, please accept my head at your feet.
It is all gurprasad that makes thing possible. You’re the infinite divine power within me, you yourself take care of me.
Who am i to leave bad habits, This beggar do not knoew the difference between good and bad, your yourself teach us the truth and keep us under your feet.
it is your grace that i have been able to sit down pray and meditate at times. Last night, with your grace, this paapi was able to do some naam simran before going to sleep, with your grace, concentration has greatly improved. I felt very great yday, felt your amrit, i could feel this cool, tingling energy in my chest area during simran and then after the simran session, i felt this extremely nice, cool energy all over my body coming from the back of the body. thanks for these blessings, i feel more inner peace now, please make me content, so i can leave these bad habits once and forever. Please diminish my fire of pleasure and desires but the desire for your service.
please continue to bless us so we can do more simran and surrender, please bless us with a job so we can share daswand, i know i should give 100% to you, i pray to you, make me so i do not care about any worldly material to you and just become attached to your feet. Everything is yours anyway.
Thanks for everything, i get everything from you without asking you, just keep your lotus feet above our head and our life should become dhan dhan.
Just bless us to be able to sing your praises
dust of your feet
REPLY FROM DASSAN DASS JI
Ik oankaar Satnaam Satgur Parsaad
Guru Pyare Jee:
Satnaam Ji Ka Khalsa Satnaam Ji Ki Fateh Ji
God bless you with all the divine qualities and take away all your bad qualities.
Infinite divine power is the Guru, infinite divine power is Sat and this Sat is the Guru, body is not the Guru, body is Maya, Param Jyot Puran Parkash is the Guru, Sant is the Hirda, which when becomes Sat becomes the Satguru, a Sat Hirda is a Beyant Hirda. Naam is the Guru, Puran Braham Gyan – Atam Rus Amrit is the Guru. This Sat appears in a Sant, the Puran Braham Gyan – Atam Rus Amrit appears in a Sant, otherwise this indinite divine power is invinsible to a common man a normal person living under the rule of Maya can’t see, feel or experience this infinite divine power, for experienceing this infinite divine power you have to go beyond Maya. Sant is beyond Maya, so His Charans are Sat Charans and there is Dargah wherever there is a Sant sitting, under His Chattar there is no Maya, rule of Maya doesn’t prevail under His Chattar, so His Chattar is a safe heaven for the ones who are blessed to be under His Chattar. The only way to be under His Chattar is to surrender completely at His Sat Charans. We are nothing, no guru, nothing just a piece of zilch, worthless, only the infinite divine power is everything, now this infinite divine power is speaking through you. We are just a servant a slave of the entire creation and we expect you all to become like that as utmost humbleness is the key to the dargah. God is so simple and so easy to achieve – just give your tunn munn dhan to the Guru and that is it, the God is right there inside you and ready to appear In all physical senses and as a divine wisdom – Puran Braham Gyan.
You are doing great, keep on enhancing your trust, devotion and love for the Guru and keep on doing what your Guru is telling you to do. This will make your Bandgi very easy and simple and you will not even know when God has appeared inside you and you have been blessed with this Gurparsaad of the highest order.
Keep on applying for a job wherever you find an opportunity, God will help you everywhere you go. Just stay away from the negative things around you. Whenever you feel the urge to do anything negative just use that moment to remember Satnaam and go in to Satnaam Simran.
We are always and forever with you.
Dassan Dass