All That I Wish Is To Find My Way Back Home

QUESTION:

Sat Naam Dassan Das Ji,

I have been reading your beautiful words from your email to me over and over again.  I’m ignorant in my mind when you say Total Surrender to the Satguru for the Totality to be achieved in me is what is needed. This is abstract for me. What, more specifically, does complete surrender mean and entail, respectfully?
 
I have been reading the experiences of others who have been immensely blessed to be in your physical company and regretfully, even shamefully, feel at a loss to my soul that thus far it has not been God’s Will to grant me this same Grace. Is it ungrateful and sinful to feel this way?  Is it required for spiritual progress to receive the physical touch of the Master?
 
I already feel an immense amount of gratitude to have come across True Teachings with One who embodies their essence. Please help me and show me the way. I’am at your Feet. All that I wish is to find my way back Home.
On my own,I can’t even begin. I beg your continued blessings to fuel the way and stay the course.
 
With much love and gratitude.

REPLY:

Satnaam Guru Pyare Jee.

The Gurparsaad is a divine blessing. You are already a divinely blessed soul. The Totality will be achieved by Total Surrender by you to your SatGuru. So far whatever you have achieved is excellent, and your further spiritual progress is dependent on how much you surrender to your Satguru, complete surrender will bring you the Gurparsaad of Naam, Naam Simran, Naam Ki Kamai, Puran Bandgi and Seva. This Gurparsaad will take you to the spiritual heights and your divine life will appear in your ownself. Complete surrender will eliminate your individuality which will lead to the death of ego when the infinite divine power will take over everything for you and you will realize your ownself as an unseparable part of the divinity – the infinite divine power. So please focus on complete surrender and dedicate yourself to Satnaam meditation: Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Satnaam Sada sada Satnaam and continue to focus on Satnaam and forever.
 
Reading the Sukhmani Book will be very helpful to you to know the truth, some of the people are blessed with the Gurparsaad just by reading these writings, as these writings are all Gurparsaadi and being complete and pure pious truth, they do pierce through the heart of some people, those people who are ready for receiving the Gurparsaad by way of their destiny. So along with Satnaam meditation please continue to read the book as well with devotion, love and trust. God will for sure bless you with the Gurparsaad.
 
Please don’t hesitate to communicate, feel free to communicate as you desire or if you have any questions.